coming home, and I landed.
so excited, adorned with gifts, those my wallet could afford.
16 hours, or was it 24? never mind that
home, smaller than i remember,
suffocated, by feelings, feelings I couldn’t afford
i questioned, my life, my love, too sad to cry
drunk, drunk, in fear instead of love
i came home, to my fears
future, now dull and danky
i came home, and landed
in my fears.