I am a paradox. I say I am tired of being around people, but I want people around me.
I don’t want to tell anyone about my problems and how I am feeling, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to tell anyone.
It means that I don’t want to initiate the telling. But, I want someone to ask me.
People do not get this. I was pissed but now I see it is my fault.
It sucks, to cry for the whole day and not have the people with you who you most expected there to be.
But, on the up side, two unexpected people did show up!
It’s just, they didn’t even ask.